It would be best to keep it and share with your doctor what's going on. The only way you can get better is working with your doctor and in order to work with your doctor you have to be truthful.

I feel you though, I'm having delusions that seem to be the worst at night and I'm worried about my doctor appt on Monday. I've thought about canceling but my gf won't let me. I really want to get rid of these and I just keep telling myself that it's for my own good.

Hang in there, you'll be fine.