So I'm in a partial hospitalization program now for what was a manic episode. Got the official confirmation that I am now in a mixed episode. I talked to the pdoc in the program rossi and he wants me to start tapering off my Geodon starting tonight.

However he said that for the med change he wants to do for me I should really consider going inpatient. He said he isn't comfortable doing what he wants if I'm not under complete supervision.

I am getting incredibly anxious while trying to decide what to do. On the one hand, I want this fixed because I do not like this feeling. At all. On the other hand, I'm scared. I've never been inpatient and he said I could be there up to a week.

My wife says that we can figure out babysitting and what not but what if something happens and I'm locked up? What if she decides she likes it better when I'm not around?

I'm making myself sick worrying about this. I'm supposed to give him an answer tomorrow but all I can think about right now it's how much I want to cry.