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I cant take it anymore
. They said it would get better, everyone i have seen. "It'll get better when u have some time off work" "It'll get better when u start on ur tablets" "It'll get better when u start counselling" NO IT HASNT. I am still feeling like I was, if not worse. Sinking lower than I have ever been

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Patience not something I like to here either. I've been low before very low requiring hospitalization twice...

I can say that you are starting something at age seventeen that I didn't start until I was double that. You are going to be that much more ahead of the game.