Going inpatient can be very scary if you've never Been there before. It's scary to leave your life, especially your family, behind. But sometimes it really is for the best. Mixed episodes are the most dangerous to be in. Geodon is not an easy drug to come off of (believe me I know). It will be safer to do it in inpatient. It can also be done faster. You'll be able to get your episode under control faster as well. If your doctor is recommending it, it is probably with good reason.

Honestly I wish I had been able to go inpatient during my last depressed episode. I might have cut my suffering by a couple of weeks.

As for your wife, that is the episode talking, saying she will decide she likes it better without you around. I don't know you or your marriage but I'm almost positive that is not the case. She will probably be relieved you are getting the care you need.

Inpatient is not always a great experience but for many, myself included, it's very helpful. I'd advise you to consider it. We will be here for you when you get out (assuming you can't have electronic devices there as most places don't allow them).