Mounting anxiety. I'm trying to focus on one thing at a time, but it's not really working. An email went out to the whole team that showed exactly how many mistakes I have made in the last week. It's so embarrassing. I know that no one is perfect and that I don't like my job, so I really shouldn't care. But I do care - I want to leave on my own terms. I just want to stay at home and never leave. Not really sure where to turn and no hope that it will get better.