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Originally Posted by littlemiss44
Why can't you go impatient? I would get to a hospital asap..do you have a pdoc you can see soon if you won't go? I'm so sorry yr struggling so much. It seems that the hospital is yr only option right now. I mean I have skills I can tell you about like four square breathing. Take in a deep breath and hold for four seconds. Then exhale and hold for another four seconds. Repeat that four times while outlining a square in yr mind while ur doing it. Since you are so suicidal I think you need to get to a professional right away
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I have tried this breathing (I posted a rather similar post before it was this bad, I hope I don't wear you guys out, and you responded to my post with this helpful method. I just don't always think of using this method because I have never known to try and fight these terrible thoughts) and I have tried distraction. It can be helpful but my thoughts and emotions overpower every time. I can't go inpatient because school starts next week and I have too much to do to get everything ready for my kids...which I am terrified about. Plus, I'm scared to tell my family I'm suicidal again and for my kids to have to go through another hospitalization.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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