Hey gwenlian,
Everyone would be concerned for you I know I am I know your husband would be, hear me out,
I'm also hypermanic, so I know what it feels like, I get so depressed I cut, cut worse and worse everytime, I have no one to stop me but people on here, SO my sugestion Talk to people on here, People care about you, If you dont want to call your husband then don't but get help!! Cutting is good I know it makes us feel better but its not healthy...
So get help
...I'm worried I dont want to say the wrong thing or wrong sugesstion to you :L
Take care of yourself
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I hide my pain and hurt, I don't like others knowing I fear it may hurt them.
So what you see isn't necessarily true don't trust my facial expression.
I'm keen and cunning I will trick you.
I am suicidal, I cut I have Borderline personality and Depression.
I believe I am Auto phobia -I am highly afraid to be alone and I'm very scared of myself, Don't underestimate me.