Tell him, Let him help
It is self harm but I don't want to hurt your feelings so dont lie to your phychiartrist they're there to help , if you lie they cant help, if he/she send you to hospital for it well best thing i can say is SUCK IT UP (Yes I know sounds wrong Im terrified Im scared shitless that mercycare will send me to hospital for self harm and suicide but I know its for the best)...
Take care of yourself, Write in a journal
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I hide my pain and hurt, I don't like others knowing I fear it may hurt them.
So what you see isn't necessarily true don't trust my facial expression.
I'm keen and cunning I will trick you.
I am suicidal, I cut I have Borderline personality and Depression.
I believe I am Auto phobia -I am highly afraid to be alone and I'm very scared of myself, Don't underestimate me.