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Old Aug 05, 2014, 10:16 PM
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I had stopped for about 2 days, but the need/urge is back. for the past 2 days, I was able to get creative outlets and I just didn't feel like I needed it... now the need is back.

does anyone else go through cycles with it? my need/urges wax and wane over the weeks/months. I can go through long spans of time having to do it multiple times a day, then something changes and I am ok skipping for a bit. But it always comes back. :/
I can relate. Most recently I've gone weeks/months without even thinking about it (like at all) and then WAM! i'm doing things worse than ever. I guess that's what people mean when they say that it [can be] an "addiction". Do you know if there was anything that could have triggered the thoughts subconsciously?
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