thanks des - back at you
(((((((des)))))))

i do know that no one is happy all the time, i know its an illusion of my own mind. it's just a hard thought to shake for me when i see people who seem to be comfortable with themselves because i am so not that way but so want to be. does that make sense? i'm so lacking in self confidence that i tend to see anyone who seems to have any as having a charmed life. stupid i guess but there it is.

thanks for reminding me of what i do have going for me though. the positive tends to get lost for me a lot of the time so its good to be reminded once in a while.