I knew it wouldn't be, but argh! I'm currently on 20mg Celexa once a day and 40mg Geodon twice a day. Was doing ok, got the depression symptoms back under control once I got back on the Celexa, and was feeling ok for awhile. Then had a weird day where I was somewhat paranoid about people, but that went away. A few days ago I had an episode where my brain was substituting the wrong word for what I was looking at. I was looking at the color yellow, and calling it green. I saw yellow, could think yellow, but my mouth refused to say anything but green. That only lasted a little bit thankfully. Then yesterday my anxiety skyrocketed through the roof, I couldn't even tolerate being a the same room with a large group of people. That came down a bit to where I could be in the room, but I still fought the urge to jump up and run out. Today being around people at all, even my family, makes me want to crawl out of my skin. I don't want to be touched. I can barely stand to sit here at home with my husband and daughter nearby, I'm anxious and antsy and just guh! My mind is racing and I can't focus on anything today.

I'm in no danger of hurting myself, so I'm not sure what the hospital would be able to do for me. "I can't stand people" just doesn't sound like a legit emergency. I have one more week til my intake with the psych, so there's no one to call. I'm just not sure what to do at this point :-(