Thanks everybody for the support. I think one thing that got to me is that she is a child of privilege--has money and such--more than I 'll ever have. Her story is a story of a "normal" childhood and a "normal" house. Maybe I am a little jealous....I don't know. All and all, it does not really matter. What she thinks is not important--I have more important things to worry about--like graduating. I am glad you all are here--you make me feel better. thanks.