Dad says we'll be home in about 10 days. Then I'll get to see if this was all just to betray me. So he'd have time to build a new start for both of them. Or if they will be there waiting for me.my husband said he hasn't touched our joint account so I'll have about $1400 to start over with. I'm so tired, I hope they didn't betray me. That's why i refused to fly "home". No one deserves their family to help their significant other to run away with their child.
If he would have just told me i would be hurt but i would've supported my son. Even if he didn't want me to see him. He's still my child to support. I'm really going to need you guys when i get back and they're gone. I really wish i had irl support to deal with this. I really feel like confronting my parents but they'll just call me crazy. I have to just wait the 10 days to watch my world crumble.
Thanks for listening and seeing me through this horrible mess.
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Me- SzA
Husband- Bipolar 1
Daughter- mood disorder+
Comfortable broken and happy
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