life is just shxt.
I can't stand this anymore. I can't even stand just sitting on my sofa. it's so painful I don't get why I'm still alive.
each time I succeed with something or think I'm doing better something happens to destroy it all.
I can't take this anymore.

been crying since I got up and this isn't getting any better.
just want to make it stop!

trying to hold my breath but it doesn't work. I can't calm down. I can't breath-