You are repeatedly going over the same point. "You have not experienced pleasure, or cannot experience pleasure and it is very valuable to you." You have three choices. Quit living or do something about it so that you will be able to experience pleasure or live with it. That is the stark reality. We have pointed out in other posts that there is treatment available and things you can try to overcome your problems and once again experience pleasure. As long as you keep dwelling on the same point and trying to convince us that a life of no pleasure is not worth living than you are stuck. Something needs to change yet you think it is impossible for it to change.