Hi Fellow-Survivors!

When I was diagnosed with DID and Complex PTSD back in the late 1990's the amnesic walls were so thick that everything was mostly walls. The absolute confusion, pain and time-loss was incomprehensible. All the 700+ split personalities were each in their own cubicle enclosed in these walls and buried in their individual agony, filth and horror of the abuse each carried.
Today I am alive and shouting out hope to all who may be agonizing in the aftermath of abuse and some in the confusion of DID. Each individual part of me has been accessed (except a few of the last ones we're working with) and the pain they held to shield my life and sanity has been resolved. The walls are broken down and we live together in unity. My life was as a shattered potter's vessel before receiving hope and help. Today the pieces have been found, accepted, validated and brought to healing so that I am once again a usable vessel put back together, even though so-called "integration" was never officially attempted in any way.
There is abundant hope for you all. Please know that my heart is with every survivor out there from sea to sea. The healing journey is worth it all!