I was reading another thread about throwing away from therapy because of money. It's so cruel.
I have similar situation, I can't pay for weekly sessions anymore.
I told this to my T and he said- you can find a better job. And also- We can meet after every two weeks or once a mounth.
I said- okay should I sell drugs to see you?
Of course he said no.

People attaches to their Ts very often. They pay for this relationships, T is an imaginary friend who pretends that he is interested in us because we give them money.
I think that Ts can manipulate and abuse attachment to keep us and to get money from us, they could feel stable knowing we will always be their clients.

I really hope that I am wrong.
I didnt wait that he would tell me to find a better job to see him. I'm afraid he cares only about my money.
I think if really cared he would give me a choice to see him and pay less.
It's just stupid to find a better job just to pay for sessions, it's crazy! I would want to find a better job for any other reasons not for seeing him.
When I understand that he cares about me just because I pay for it it seems too disgusting like paying a ***** to love you (be interested in you).
By the way I know that it's his job. I also think how to get more money when I'm working.
Yes, I know we pay for threatment but it's too sad when I imagine he would never care for me if I weren't his client. I want true care, true attachment not attachment to my money.
I know that every person is different and there are Ts who really cares. I don't know about mine.

What do you think about it?