I have suffered from a lot of criticism and right now it is all catching up with me. Criticism about what I buy, what I do, what I like, it feels magnified at the moment. I stand there and try to build myself up but my mind brings hurtful moments back that make it worse. I knw there have been complements from some too but right now it is all being drowned out. Truth, I am a good shopper, a good designer, a life long artist, pianist, past school teacher and I try to be very nice to people too. I work hard to keep my house clean and I am very tidy in my own self too. I really have deserved better than the amount of attack that comes against me. I have really lost a lot of faith in my family related to recent lack of support. Too much hurt!