I feel like I am losing it again I go through these phases.and I keep having these really weird dreams that doesnt help.they wake me up at night and make it harder for me to sleep.is it just me or does news keep getting more and more dull its like they dont want us to really know whats going on in the world they just keep telling us facts about famous people or things that dont matter and its not because there isnt enough going on I am pretty sure they can come up with something more interesting than this useless garbage?I havent been eating so much food lately either I have been eating hardly at all.I went through a entire day yesterday and only ate one thing then I was trying to remember what I ate and remembered I only ate that one thing but I wasnt even hungry at all.my mind feels a little jumbled to.and while all this is going on I have gone back to feeling that the people are following me again I was outside to get the mail yesterday this man walked by kept looking over at me talking on his phone he kept gazing talking walked off well he was back again this morning I saw him outside the window he was staring up at my house he walked back and forth came back and looked up again.but I dont want to go outside this stuff is just to weird for me.