I'm just worried that I see him not because I need therapy but because I'm just used to see him and he is part of my life and if I quit it would be like he is dead.
No, I'm not obsessed with him, it's just strange when I imagine he is not in my life anymore because I can't pay him for seeing me. And if I think that way it hurts and I feel that he doesn't care for me if I can't pay him anymore.