Thanks for your input. I returned to my standby, Klonopin. What I have found, oddly, is when I control my toxic anxiety, my depressive symptoms lift. It seems for me the chicken versus the egg thing is figured out - at this at this time in my life. I am feeling much better. It appears after a few days of twice dosing with a small amount of Klonopin, I have been able to be fine on several days of just a small AM dose. I'm thankful I have found a good treatment. Klonopin has been great for me and I have avoided the horrible pitfalls that befall some.