I remember one more thing- I miscounted the money, I was stressed and I gave him less money than he ussually asks and when I went away he called me saying- you didn't pay all your bill.

Maybe he is doing right but I take everything too personal and think that he is liar and abuser. So I hope I am wrong?

When I said I have not enough money he asked at the end of a session- will you come next week? It made me think that he really doesn't care for me.

Thanks everyone for replies.