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Originally Posted by lunatic soul
Thank you.
I often am alone with him but I'm really shy and afraid to be rejected. I know it's stupid and leads to nowhere and I should fight to my fears. I also afraid to act violant.
The answer to your question- I am just madly in love with him, I want to belong to him, I want to give myself to him, it's not only sex, I think I love him, he means so much to me, I want to feel him physically, I'm craving for him, thirsting for him and it makes me crazy that we are just friends.
I think if he were in love with me, he would show it but he doesn't.
I would so happy if we kissed and made love, I want it so much. It's not only physically, I want to belong to him, I want to give him my virginity, I want to seduce him.
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This craving for him seems more like a craving to want sex and get rid of being a virgin. You're desperate to want sex and there's nothing wrong with it but you could regret it afterwards. You've got a mental picture in your head of how great it's going to be when it will probably going to not live up to those high standards and you could end up disappointed.
Anyway if this is what you want, dress in a short skirt, tell him you think about making love to him and you really like him. If he's interested something will happen, even if it's just a kiss. If he's not interested then try not to take it personally because you can still be good friends with him.