I finally got something today. I now understand why I don't get many physical effects of anxiety (nausea, sweaty, dizzy, pounding heart those sorts of things). Adrenalin makes me cry, even when I'm excited I cry, when I used to compete in sport I'd cry, when I'm high I cry. When I'm anxious I cry, bucket loads, like a baby. So instead of the nausea, etc (which are the usual questions on anxiety screening tests) I cry. I thought it was the depression that makes me cry, maybe it is but also it is adrenalin. I feel strangely exhilirated by this new insight.