Hi. I've found this thread by accident and I kind of feel like I can help you with this. I know all of what you are talking about, I watched the show and know the characters and how this whole thing effects some people. FS is my favorite character too. In fact, the reason I started watching the show was because of FS.

I won't say much on this post because I don't know if you are still watching this thread or not, I will just ask you... are you? If yes, just reply this post and I will talk. Or if you want we can chat, I have Steam and Skype (I don't do calls because it's still hard for me to understand spoken english tho, but we can chat).