Tomorrow I see a new pdoc. He specializes in bipolar. I hope he's not scared away by the psychotic stuff. I'm hoping to get off zyprexa. Maybe I can live med-free. My last t/pdoc said I'll always need meds, but maybe the new pdoc will disagree. I'm nervous. Seeing a new doctor always makes me nervous (especially a new pdoc, because of how much you have to disclose in the first session). Also, I have to drive 12 miles to get to his office. And y'all know how much I love driving... Though today I drove myself to target without getting in a wreck, haha. I'm kind of hypomanic right now. I just want to talk, talk, talk...and then talk some more.