((((((((Wants2fly)))))))))
I know, me too. I keep telling myself that I'm going to force myself to do things I don't want and I try but then it bottoms out and it leaves me feeling all the more depleted.

I guess we gotta keep pushing our boundaries so we don't close in on ourselves and suffercate. That's what I'm focusing on now. My comfort zone has gotten just a little TOO comfortable.
You'll be fine if you just do one little thing you didn't think you could/would do a day. One thing, anything, no matter how insignificant it may seem.