Also, when I am with her she seems totally fine she still says I love you she still hugs up on me and holds my hand and kisses me. And I honestly feel that she means it. I sense no dishonesty in her at all. Before I worked at my new job I worked with her and right before I switched she said "don't leave me here alone" I think maybe subconsciously her anxiety might be her thinking I'll leave her all alone and that maybe she is distancing herself so that if I leave her it won't hurt as much. I want to reassure her that I won't but it's hard when I can't talk to her it's like of I don't see her I don't hear from her. And I haven't been able to see her much at that. We are supposed to be together Monday and Tuesday and I hope we do, Tuesday is my birthday. I plan to bring this up with her when I see her and I want her to know I'm always here for her and I'm not going to abandon her. I just don't really know what to say or how i should deal with this.