Thanks.

I was thinking about this a few days back. I've never really put everything that's happened to me in one place. Even in therapy I keep it shallow hurrying from one thing to the next with no real depth.

To be honest though, I have so many gaps in my memory any actual text I tried to write would probably be totally incoherent.

Like I told the therapist who thought I had repressed memories. "If I repressed it I did it for a reason and I don't want to be digging around in there."