next bad news. will have to do a task including both lot's of paperwork and exhausting physical work as soon as possible, it's urgent. of course without help. probably taking a couple of days. hard to explain what it is about. but can't delay or not do.
why can these things not at least stop for one week? after working hard for years without an entire week of holidays I get punished with depression and of course: no holidays.
why can I not at least then be one of these pretty girls who always get help by men if they have to carry heavy stuff???

stressed!!!