no matter how much i try to look at life in more positive way, it really freakin sucks. i was really active all day today. cleaned my entire house top to bottom, cooked, worked all day, took my 3 yr old to the pediatrician, blah blah blah. now i just feel really crappy. and something else i realized how easy it is to fool a pdoc. u go in, make sure u dress well, make up done nicely, hair done up, with a great smile on your face and tell him how great you r feeling. HAHAHA YEAH RIGHT!!!!! anyway who cares.