I don't think it is wrong that you enjoy spending time with your family, I am the same way. I hang out with my parents over friends quite often, you are just very close to them!
As for not being ready, I don't think you should rush anything that makes you feel uncomfortable, but take little baby steps into it. Volunteering is a great place step towards having a job and career. You will get there someday and find it is not so scary, it is just something you haven't experienced yet.
You'll do great, Bea
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Allie
Diagnosed: Generalized Anxiety Disorder & Obsessive Compulsive Disoder. Previous: Borderline Personality Disorder.
I no longer qualify for a diagnosis of Borderline Personality Disorder, but there will always be my borderline traits that I struggle with especially during times of great stress.
I've been working passionately as a therapist since December 2016
