hey ive been single for over 5 years. ive only had one gf and that was for a few months and she was very unfaithful I actually just consider her a sex partner cuase she was unfaithful so it wasn't really a gf. but im tired of being lonely I don't need friends in real life just want a female companion. but I don't think im ready for that so im going to continue being alone, I just don't want my heart broken , and im afraid to bring anyone into my apartment cuase it looks like a pet shop in here or like the discovery channel. but someday I want a gf and I want kids, just not anytime soon. but im tired of being lonely, but it is peaceful living alone.