This is a rough period in my life right now. The 4th anniversary of my dad's death was on July 26. I had to put my cat to sleep on August 3rd after having her 18 years. My dad's birthday is August 17th. The first birthday without my mom will be August 24. She would have been 86. At first I felt really angry like I wanted to hurt myself or just yell and hurt other people. My pastor pointed out how incredibly lonely I felt which I didn't realize at the time. Life sucks right now.