I become hyper religious so I do things like read the Bible numerous times a day, drop to my knees often and pray quickly and passionately out loud like a charismatic preacher, stretching my hands in the air. I will go running singing praise music at the top of my lungs. I too drive way too recklessly, taking very long drives alone and sometimes spend lots (for us) of money we don't have. I also dance around, sometimes most of the day. I will often stop eating. Those are some examples. If I become manic, I will develop religious delusions and my symptoms become more disruptive and intense.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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