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I always felt like I wasn't getting it right and she was frustrated with me all the time

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She was going to terminate me because I wasn't getting anything right and I was getting so frustrated that she kept saying it was wrong

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Rapunzel, to me those statements sound a warning bell. Did your T tell you that you weren't getting it right and that she would therefore terminate you? Is there really a "right" and a "wrong" in therapy? How you were feeling was somehow not "right"? It just sounds very judgmental to me and not very therapeutic. I thought T's were trained not to do that.

I think you should share with her your feelings of not being right and not pleasing her. And the suicide stuff too, since it seems to spring from your feeling she didn't approve of you.

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I know she won't like it

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Therapy is for you, not for her.

Hang in there.

sunny