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Thank you everyone. Littlemiss my friend died from post surgery complications. Her heart couldn't cope I guess. I miss her so much. I still cry for her. I just want to talk to her but she's not here/there/anywhere. The other day I so desperately needed her and I just cried because she's gone. My grief doesn't seem to be getting better but seems to be intensifying because I miss her more each day. I know eventually I will be able to think of her without this darkness but for now it's just not possible.
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In the corner of the morning in the past
I would sit and blame the master first and last
Then I ran across a monster who was sleeping by a tree.
And I looked and frowned and the monster was me.
Well, I said hello and I said hello
And I asked "Why not?" and I replied "I don't know"
So we asked a simple black bird, who was happy as can be
For I realized that God's a young man too
So I said "So long" and I waved "Bye-bye"
And I smashed my soul and traded my mind
David Bowie
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