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Originally Posted by SteinerofThule
I'm not getting either. I'm just rotting in my own head everyday. It seems like trying to get help just ends up making me feel worse about myself. I don't want to get out of bed. I'd like to talk later if you really want to talk but I am not sure how I would explain myself. I'm a broken record and I am just an endless all-consuming vortex. At least that is how I feel about myself because I can never seem to get better and I feel like I have a brain malfunction when it comes to functioning like a normal person. I just can't stand being in my skin.
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Why are you so hard on yourself? What's made you hate yourself and life so much? Is it the depression, illness making me feel bad or people what they've said and how they've behaved with you? You can't expect others to be kind, help,care and support you if you don't like/value /accept yourself and treat yourself well. Not good to depend on or expect too much from others.