This paper is my "last" as I graduate in three weeks :-) I was going to do more grad school but I'm tired and think I've had my fill of paper writing. I can't get interested in this paper no matter what I do and it's showing; the writing is good but any thesis that exists isn't going anywhere :-)

I made a "schedule" for myself (I have my final exam in a couple weeks and I've done none of the reading for the course either all semester so have to "cram") and that seriously makes me unhappy, I hate being lock-stepped and fear I'll fight that halter even worse than the paper writing one.

Maybe "boredom" is a safe thing to rail against? It's the proverbial, fight-one's-way-out-of-a-wet-paperbag; what does it hurt? If I weren't fighting boredom, I think I'd be taking my lack of concentration/studying out on myself in more harmful ways?

Moderob, mo-der-ob (boredom backwards :-) Almost sounds like an engine sound. I think I'll moderob my way into writing my two pages.