Seems like everything is available on line these days.

Google yourself... you might be amazed.

I don't know what to say about that.... but yes...I am sure one can not go through that and not be affected. At work a SW friend came to me after a situation that a child was killed....she went through her clinical mental list... She said yes... I did what I needed to clinically... but though she would know that she felt she met clinical protocol....it was still a concern. How to rest the conscience.... not always easy. It is a professional liability... Oh what a job.