Please Mary Alice, listen to your body. It needs you to stop and listen to it. It needs you to take care of it, do what is neccessary to take care of it. In doing so you will start to do what you need to take care of you. Listen to you doctor.
You are in my thoughts dear one,
Carrie

<font color=blue>If you have two dollars, spend one on bread and the other on flowers. The bread will feed your body and the flowers will feed your soul."--Arabic Saying