Hey fellow Bronie! <3
Fluttershy is a sweetheart, and being able to relate to her so strongly shows what a loving and sweet person you must be.
I just wanted to point out, that being sweet doesn't mean being a doormat- even Fluttershy learns to be assertive!
My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic - Episode 45," Putting Your Hoof Down" - Video Dailymotion
Good luck in therapy. Take it one teeny step at a time. There's no rush. Open up as you feel comfortable.
and stay away from youtube comments! They are notoriously toxic.
If you are looking for a less toxic youtube community, are you familiar with the Vlogbrothers and nerdfiteria? They seem like they might be up your alley.
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