I understand, but please, try to convert that hatred into understanding. There are people of all types. If the possibility exists, there are people who are like that.
I didn't mean to hurt you, I'm really sorry. I meant that many people dislike Fluttershy into the fandom, but not most of them. every 10 people probably 1 dislikes FS, if this makes you feel any better. The same way some people dislike other characters. In fact, as far as I know, according to some statistics, Fluttershy is the second most favorite character in the fandom, after Twilight.
I've been having social problems too, people who insult me unconsiously, they just don't know what they are saying, it's normal. I used to hate people in general because of that, but then I started to understand those people. Not "agreeing" with them, just knowing why they think like that.
There will always be people that dislike you, or the things you like, there are over 7 billions humans out there, don't expect all of them to be like you, and there's nothing sad with that, because that's what makes you special. Having an unusual feeling that makes us feel left out usually helps us to find our closest friends (Twilight said that btw).
As I said in my previous post, everyone have their own and different psychological experiences, so please try to not get hurt when someone insults you or FS, because the only thing that matters here is what you and people who also like FS think about FS, just don't pay attention to those who dislike what you like. Doesn't it make you feel better knowing that there are thousands (or millions) of people who also like FS like you in the whole planet? Who cares about those who don't?
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Btw I have some friends who find Fluttershy adorable and they don't even watch the show, they say that it's not their thing but they admit they find Fluttershy adorable even knowing it's not real. Just think about these things.
It will make me happy if you understand this and overcome your depression, and I'm sure your mother will too. Do this for her, and most importantly, for yourself. Don't feel bad about yourself, there's no need nor reason to have low self-esteem, it's perfectly understandable but that doesn't mean you have to live with it for the rest of your life. Sometimes we find refuge in our depression and we don't even realize it.
I hope you find that "click" that I found 3 years ago.
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