I decided to ask my another friend who also is man what to do.
He said I need to show no interese in him and maybe meet with another guy. He said its mistake that I say what I feel for him.
Maybe he is right.
Im desperete that I have noone to talk about it because all my friends are so perfect. Okay I have a T to talk about it but I will see him after more than two weeks. I feel desperate.