That's totally me. Even though I'm an INFP, I still get lonely when I'm not around my close friends.

At the same time, I take comfort in knowing that I can't hurt my friends. I'm very prone to emotional outbursts when I'm with some of my friends, and even though they say otherwise, I'm almost certain that I've hurt them in some way. I've been abused before, and it kills me when I realize that I have the ability to hurt people. It really sucks...