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I can truly relate right now. I have been truly awful now for a while but my MDD has peaked just the last 2 days. My mom died 16 years ago yesterday. It was an awful day. Today I am just barely coping with this depression. I made a call in to my pdoc a few days ago and I seem to not have really explained it well that I felt really depressed. I told them that the Adderall that he gave me was too strong for my ADHD and the medical assistant seemed to zero in on just that. So my pdoc just downed that med.

I said I thought "another antidepressant" would be better right now. She seemed to miss that. "I am looking at my schedule because I am so responsible to see when I could go in for hospitalization to get the right meds for me. I see a new T on Tuesday and I will surely convey my depression to her.

I do know that for you and me there are better days to come. The trick is to ask for help and be patient enough to get that help whatever form it is from your doctor. You have to ask for help as I am telling myself the same thing.

You are not alone.

MDD (only on 15 mg Mirtazapine for sleep)
GAD (Clonazepam 1mg twice a day)
ADHD (Adderall 5 mg once a day)