Hellion, I know exactly how you feel. Luckily my fiancé understands but my family just don't. All my mum can keep saying is "you have your wedding to look forward to" as if it's my fault I feel this way.

Big hugs. We've all had this at some point. I think you become resilient and know what to say to different people to avoid trauma. I just don't speak to my mum at the moment, less chance for her to tell me her narrow perspective.