I have gotten into the bad habit of cancelling on people when I don't feel good. I really should never commit in the first place but I want to keep my friendships up. Plus, when they ask you to go out Friday night and it is Monday, it seems like you could do it. I really need to just force myself to stop telling people I am sick and can't go. Sometimes I tell them I am depressed, other times I lie and say I have a migraine. Most every friend I have knows about the bp, so why I feel compelled to lie to them, I don't know. Ugh!