Been having random bouts of depression. My thinking turns from a "I'm ok" to "why does everyone I love leave me" or feeling worthless and stuff. Sometimes I hear voices telling me I'm a no good peace of **** and then I feel that way. It gets so intense all I can do is cry and try not to bang my head or hit and punch myself. Sometimes all I can think about is dying. I guess I need to find ways to cope with my emotions or some sort of professional advice or a look into why I have these feelings sometimes.