My T and Pdoc have made "comments" (I felt like they were threats) if my SI gets "worse" (meaning more frequent/severe).

But I did tell my T and Pdoc about my past SI at my first appts with them. Pdoc didn't really address it. T tried to use the threat: "If you SI, I can have you hospitalized". I called her out on that BS right away.

This last episode of SI, I got "threatened" real severely. I told my T that I don't need to be punished more for the SI, that it feels like I'm being punished for my honesty, and that right now I actually need MORE support because I'm in a fragile state. She agreed, and has since stopped the "threats".

My Pdoc... I haven't had the chance to fully confront her and I'm still extremely angry with her.